Job hunting :(

okay so now as an RN I have started job hunting. and its not looking to good. They want experience and the problem is that no one is hiring so how the hell am I going to get experience. This is truly ridiculous. you cant get any kind of hospital experience without going through a new grad period which they only pay you 15 dollars the hours which I think is a crime. Really you want people to work for 15 dollars as an rn. that's what an LPN is making in the schools. No that is so unacceptable! People allow it because they need a job. Really what did me getting all those school loans out and needing to pay them back do to me if I cant find a position to work at! it is so unacceptable to not want to invest time in training you the way they want to train you and the new nurses. I am so upset about the whole situation! that im not even in the mood to write anymore. sorry its so short but I am so upset! 

Light at the end of the tunnel!!

Well I'm almost at the end, I can see the light! haha! I have been studying hard for this test because it basically tells me if I will finish the program or I have 3 more months left. Since I've been studying alot for this test so here is hoping for the best! So anyways I have never been to a crop and one of my co workers knows of a crop this month. So basically I told her let me do this test that I have to do and then more or less I can tell her what is happening and if I feel up to it! It would be nice to be able to go and hang out with women that like the same thing i like! haha I dont have many friends that scrapbook and i think if i stay with my house then i think i am going to make one of my rooms into my scraproom. right now i have a scrap corner in the room that i am in right now. At my house there isnt much room anymore for me to put a a scraproom! yet it would be nice to have one! at least i could go in and close the door so my daughter doesnt use my table as her personal play area!!! haha and she doesnt even pick up after herself which she should but she really doesnt! oh well i guess kids will be kids, anyways i have to get up to go to work tomorrow and more studying to pass this test! bye

IM GOING TO GO CRAZY!!

okay so I know its been about a month since I have written but really I only have two followers and I don't believe that people are actually reading this. So basically its more of a for me blog it seems... ha ha! so anyways i have been studying for my exit Hesi, which is a big pain in the ass! yes i said it, its a big pain in the ass. after going to nursing school for a year and a half this test means if i fail and have to repeat or i can pass and graduate and sit for my board. I feel nervous but I don't know I'm upset because of the teacher we were given the last three months which we really needed someone who is willing to work with us! she really didn't work with us at all. she never did anything at all in class. Its very upsetting! But even when you try to explain this to the dean and the president of the school nothing happens. UGH!! SO FREAKING FRUSTRATING!!!!!!!

anyways on the other hand scrapbooking has been completely out of the question. Even though yesterday i actually got to do two layouts even though i was going to go to a 3 day crop but that didn't happen! since i didn't pass my test i was very upset and didn't go because of it! maybe next time right! okay so good news is that my cruise is in about 5 weeks! I'm very excited for this because its another cruise under my belt,the next one that i want to take is a 7 day cruise at least! I've done the 3 day and now the 4 day but now i really want to go on a 7 day cruise. okay well its time to go, i have to work tomorrow and i am really tired. ugh back to work after a week!