Job hunting :(

okay so now as an RN I have started job hunting. and its not looking to good. They want experience and the problem is that no one is hiring so how the hell am I going to get experience. This is truly ridiculous. you cant get any kind of hospital experience without going through a new grad period which they only pay you 15 dollars the hours which I think is a crime. Really you want people to work for 15 dollars as an rn. that's what an LPN is making in the schools. No that is so unacceptable! People allow it because they need a job. Really what did me getting all those school loans out and needing to pay them back do to me if I cant find a position to work at! it is so unacceptable to not want to invest time in training you the way they want to train you and the new nurses. I am so upset about the whole situation! that im not even in the mood to write anymore. sorry its so short but I am so upset! 

Brain is on over-drive!

So my poor brain is on over-drive! ive been studying so much that im like omg i cant take this anymore. i would like to take my test and just get it over with so i can see what the future holds for me! my brain hurts from all this studying, i hope its worth it. :/ so anyways i was looking at some layouts that i want to try but i cant put the pictures here because they are on my phone. it there a blogger app that i can download to be able to take my blog on the road? i have to check that out in my iphone!

so anways i think i need to get a external hard drive so i can put all my pictures and other items from my laptop because one the laptop is breaking which sucks but i think it has something to do with my child because she always ends on kneeling or standing on my poor laptop or taking it and not really taking care of it!okay well i am passing out so good night!

Light at the end of the tunnel!!

Well I'm almost at the end, I can see the light! haha! I have been studying hard for this test because it basically tells me if I will finish the program or I have 3 more months left. Since I've been studying alot for this test so here is hoping for the best! So anyways I have never been to a crop and one of my co workers knows of a crop this month. So basically I told her let me do this test that I have to do and then more or less I can tell her what is happening and if I feel up to it! It would be nice to be able to go and hang out with women that like the same thing i like! haha I dont have many friends that scrapbook and i think if i stay with my house then i think i am going to make one of my rooms into my scraproom. right now i have a scrap corner in the room that i am in right now. At my house there isnt much room anymore for me to put a a scraproom! yet it would be nice to have one! at least i could go in and close the door so my daughter doesnt use my table as her personal play area!!! haha and she doesnt even pick up after herself which she should but she really doesnt! oh well i guess kids will be kids, anyways i have to get up to go to work tomorrow and more studying to pass this test! bye